SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL INDOOR COMPETITION, PING YI MARCHING BAND : SILVER !

we aimed for the moon so that at least when we fail, we get the stars.
we did our best. disappointment is something that i couldnt avoid.
i know i did my best and so did the other fellow pymbs.
we wondered what went wrong. disappointment still cloud over our hearts.
but soon enough i realised, we did just as good as Victoria School.
seriously since we played the same songs. at least we maintained our indoor standard.
conclusion, judging was strict. but its okay, i'm awesome. ^-^v

so yeah, im back to blog again. after so long.
because of some request done a few days ago.. haha (:

life was hectic. band practices and school.
as usual, i dont have time for my family. but they still understand
love them muchhh. <3
now that syf is over, i have more time to concentrate on my studies.
fact is, im just plain lazy.
i shouldn't put the blame on problems that are happening at home.
because, its all in the mind. i am powerful beyond measure and i should
remember that. no point saying when no actions are being taken.

finally stepping down from band. after four faithful years.
i remember how enthu i was when i first joined band. i wouldn't mind
sacrificing my time, coming home late, sleep late, practice extra days just
to do well in band. i couldn't understand why my seniors will say that band
is sucking up their time when, in my opinion, band is so fun..
the naughty bunch will skip band, come late with no reason because they're
just plain lazy and some even quit.
i will get angry at how undisciplined and uncommitted they were since i have the
band welfare at heart *ehemehem* (:
but now i understand. being fully committed is not easy. i survived four years
and i am proud that i did not falter. i must say that the experience i gain in band
is priceless and i can never experience them again anywhere else.
but things dont last, you see. you've got to let go to let new things enter your life.
when i leave ping yi to join other school, i wouldn't wana join band.
because i dont wana complain on how d experience will be different because i know it
will. and i dont wana not be contented by my own decision and regret.


i still miss Hong Kong. and know what, i love you.
yeah, you know, you. priority list, you're still at the bottom.
its good that you havent been a distraction to me. because i trust
you so much, that i believe i dont have the need to think about you.
its really sincere and i swear i never felt this way before.
compared to the other, its different. even with the longest guy.
maybe im speaking to soon. because things might change, something might happen in
the process of getting to know you better and we know things dont last. maybe
this feelings too. or maybe you, or me. i dont know. but im sure i dont want that to
happen.
we should continue letting people think that we are together so that no one will disturb
our relationship, and im seriously enjoying it. because it feels as though we're
walking through the Red Sea.
now that i know that those claps arent silence, its clapping rhythm that are music to my ears.
those emo paragraphs that i wrote before, i realise that i was just too negative. see, things change. (:
i have been a bitch and so is karma. i know i shouldn't have done what i did.
because if not, i would have been happy now with someone else. and i think, i wouldn't
like the idea. i hearts you laa okay. <3


ending here
byebye