im finally online after so long. im seriously multi-tasking. haha.
i think i forgot how to blog. nevermind. it will be refreshed as i go along.
honestly, i miss internet. but i gotta sacrifice. yes, i will sacrifice.
i dont wana have the same fate as them. im learning to suffer now and enjoy later.
what do i have to lose right? no pain, no gain.
but, i cant take it after 3 weeks of school actually.
i gave up too easily? think so too. maybe because, i have distractions.
please linda, stop finding excuses for yourself. yeah, i get that alot. from my fnn teacher and all.
i know my level of endurance is higher than this. i should be trying harder.
but why am i not doing it? i really want an answer.

i really wana express but blogger is seriously not a place to share.
i dont wana sound like an emo anyway. because im aware that my previous updates are so depressing.
ive been afraid to share anyway. im so tired of shedding tears.

well anyway, thanks Sudiana for remembering 4thFebruary. although im so aware that that isnt supposed to count.
since the unproductive two weeks spoils it. but, who the hell cares right? :D
too bad for you boy. :P its just a wasted two weeks that i regretted.
i think i wana celebrate another anniversary. yeahh. for my own good. (:
although what i hoped for is coming true. i guess now is not the time.
integrity, yeahh. doing the right thing even when no one is watching.
for now, you're like at the bottom of my priority list. im so sorry.
well, at least you're still a part of my priority list. :D
i dont wana have anything more than necessary to think about.

i think i should end here and continue with my work instead because multi-tasking is tiring.
i will update if i have the time.
byebye