concert was a blast !
stage fright before concert. and i swear, i really, really shivered.
i managed to overcome it and do my best still.
auto mode switch siaa. haha
i did my best. im proud to say im answerable to myself.
after concert rushed home to shower, get my stuff and be gone to ecp.
but, things didnt go as planned. since, my mum dont allow me to go ecp
because my dad is home and she thought i was tired.
lazy to argue and didnt feel like talking to my dad to ask for permission
so i went to bed. ahaha. i know busted.
i told them all i going there but in the end tak jadi. then i leave amirul, sudiana and raimov for nothing.
alarmed my phone at 5am, but i went back to sleep till 1pm. haha
perangai gemok.
head down to ecp and reached around 4pm.
Crystal and Nurul left when i came.
left Jaafar, Khairudin, Afiq, Zuhairi and Thomas plus me. so pathetic kan? ):
then only left ayam and hotdog. and both tasted so funny. with some seasoning that
they throw non-stop.
but its still edible though. finished up the food then Jaafar, Afiq and me
head down to Santi's house to deliver her stuffs.
day one was better. at least thats what i heard. like everyone came.
exclude me and Zuhairi. mr ashley also come siaa. ! so many people ! hmph.
might as well just book one day right ?
chat on msn till 5am. wth. but awesome. seriously. will do that again tonight.
woke up at 1pm. haha pig siaa.
wanted to go out but tak jadi. nono, not that i want.
i was invited to go out. but tak jadi.

i havent touch any of my books yet.
homeworks. F&N and Bio. haiyaaahhh.
will cheong it till finish on friday. ahahaha
school starting soon. and i havent buy any books for next year.
i dont even have my booklist.
i havent buy new uniform. i want a new bag.
im not prepared ):

im craving. for SSSSSUUUUUSSSSSHHHHHIIIII !!
REALLY ! seriously. forced my mum to bring me eat sushi.
haha. gona really have fun tmr! yeah ! eat till im satisfied.
i entertain my cravings like a monster you see.
gagaga

well, my birthday. a dreadful thing to remember.
its on band camp. ),: nevermind. thats okay.
i'm cool. this year will be the last one anyway. hahaha
after THIS year, no more band camp for me !! WEEE !



listen to the beat. can you hear them?
it beats with you. this heart of mine.
everything you do never fail to curve my straight face.
we're so near yet so far.
just pebbles away but you're so far to reach out to.
they say eyes are windows to our heart.
i cant seem to be able to read you.
neither do i think you can.
maybe those claps are really silent.
you see another day gone by,
and we're nowhere close to what i dream for.
i never stop wishing, that those clap will have rhythm and sound.
and what wonderful music we can create, together.
if only your heart beats with mine, too.
i hearts you.


ending here
byebye