HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! and Asyraf!

i'm still down with a flu. this time round of being sick,
all my energy were used up and i took quite a long time to recover.
because, this whole week has been busy. rehearsal, performance.
i havent die. and i havent do my homework. haha
seriously, i endured. good band member. haha and fail ah.
i didnt come to school on thursday. cannot tahan. missed NDP rehearsal.
its just a rehearsal. so okay, move on. havent recover but still i come for performance the next day.
got annoyed and irritated early morning. so freaking pissed. and i am still pissed.
sunday, performance at Kaki Bukit. i get to see the YOG torch! okay so jakun. haha
i swear, i miss that place. almost 2 years
i didnt step foot there. oh, before that, i almost fainted during practice.
like wth, its just the exact feeling when i almost faint on the field back in 2008
before i got thrown to saxophone section from french horn section. haha. i saw doubles.
i ate, you see. i actually do. breakfast and it was quite heavy. i was fine when i was changing into uniform.
but when i took the deep breath that i have to to blow long notes, i saw doubles.
my head spin. my hand got weak, luckily, there's strap to support my instrument. if
not that thing fly.
i was like trying to grab Jonathan by his hand but i just managed to hold. he tld me to sit and i did.
then i felt like vomitting but my stomach was empty. like wth, i dont actually know what is wrong.
so when Mr Poh, Ms Ng and others asked i just say i havent eat. but i did! okay so crap.

i know i got zero for my F&N practical. thats what they say because i didnt come to school on thursday.
so heartbreaking. seriously, its something that i was looking forward to yet..
i couldnt make it due to the fever. i cant help it though. at least i have a good
reason to make myself feel better. but its so unfair to me. TSK its okay. shall just cook at home for myself.

i promised myself to start studying next week. after all busy stuff is done.
i lost focus for so long, time to get back on track. enough of disappointing myself.
im so aware i have been lazing around. linda.. linda.. there's still time.
PRAY FOR ME!

since its been ages when i last online, facebook was flooded. it will be when i disappear again after this.
an ex-classmate tagged me a photo of my Primary 2 class. to be honest, my memory was
actually regained by that photo.
i forgot who used to be in my class. just most of them, not all. and i actually miss them.
haha. see how much we've grown. we're taking our major exams next year. wow.
time flies very fast.

oh, and im vowing to stay single for another year. although i already accomplished
it (YAY!) but its somehow disrupted for two weeks. i felt so dumb. and i lost track of the dates.
so lets just start all over again. since i have nothing better to do. i am so proud of myself.
this gona save me LOADS of nags from my mum about BGR.

and i shall dedicate this whole paragraph to my friend. you owe me $10! haha
Dzulreza Fayumi Bin Ramlan. my Baritonist friend from Woodlans Sec and he requested
that i make him feel honoured when he reads my blog. so since im a good friend, thats what im gona do.
and i already did. seriously reza, you owe me $10 :B hehe


(classic sign off)
ending here now
byebye