before anything, let me wish those whose birthday is on February and March a very big HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
well, the list can actually go on to a never ending ending, but, okay people like ME dont bother so its for everyone ! =D

outdoor at indoor stadium in 14 day more . good luck to me .


i dont know what im doing with myself . its a stupid decision that need to be made and had been made .
either move on or i'll be stuck there, dangling with nowhere to go if i dont want to budge
because there's no turning back . no matter how much i wished i was back there back then .
everything like how it used to be . yet again, life is short . i've got to keep looking forward but for
this, no, i want to stay . i want to hold on to the memories . what can i do ? all these happened so
fast . too fast that i didnt get to enjoy it while it last . a question just change everything in a blink of an eye .
yes its a regret, but thats because what happened isnt what i hoped to happen . everything
breaks my heart even more instead . im so shattered lah .. i dont understand what i actually
want . i used to mention that i dont want it to happen due to the consequences . now that i asked
for it to stop to prevent the consequences from happening, it got out of control and it seems like
the consequences dont just happened there . what shit am i talking ? okay lets just say, its just
going around in circles . no point trying to stop it if its really already going to happen .

i found a few old pichaa which i never uploaded .