yayy? holiday finally starts . FINALLY ...
but its the worst holiday now that i welcome it without my phone .
its with bf now . =( i dropped it . huahua . mampos . hp jahanam nie confirm .
luckily he was still waiting for his mum to fetch him . if not, i don't know what to say .
well , gonna get it from him tomorrow i guess ? he better be free !
and his mum better not be in the way ! ='(
no vibration for two nights at 10pm (normal routine) . haha. kecoh per ...
oh , rebonding hair soon ! oh no . my money is still with Ashima and i wasted like $9++
to photocopy scores and movie tickets . and food . the list can go on sia .
my Hari Raya collection seyh tuuu . ='(

my sister brought home some friends to bake cupcakes .
and before they even started , they blacked the whole house out .
hahah .. that happens whenever they use the oven .
kay so i'm waiting for Wednesday . Raimov wana treat us go swimming at Jurong .
like , entrance fee only . pathetic kan ... i thought he want to treat us food also or whatt .
but yeah , at least he's treating us . told my mum about it then she kaypo2 want to follow .
haha bagos ehk gitu . mak bpk kite make friends . lol
still not confirmed yet . kay i tired right now .

i miss my phone D=

ending here
bye

i'm updating ! lol
i'm mentally tired right now .
YOG friendship camp opening ceremony is over .
finally . and i must say that i'm so proud of myself . hehe
okay , so while waiting for our turn to perform ,
we were trying to blow that long strip of balloon which were use for balloon sculpting
mcm siaoo . aidil can blow seyhhh . whole body tired sia .
brain , cheek , lips , jaws , diaphragm , everything luhh .
skipskipskip .
after band , adrian can't stop pulling my wonderbra strap .
he's jealous cos mine is way more sexy-er than his one .
changed and head down to KFC . had our dinner then walked around interchange .
pit stop at Watsons since we saw this one whole trolley of soft toys .
pooh bear , tigger , piglet and all . huahua .
then accompany Raimov to buy waffle at Prima Deli .
walked back to bus interchange , ready to head home .
bumped into He Tong and Zhao Xun .
sekali i realised my wallet missing .
fck siaaaa . i freaked out like some idiot ahh . ransacked everyone's bag before tracking back our footsteps .
He Tong left while Zhao Xun joined us .
rushed back to Prima Deli and the rest helped me asked the auntie if they saw any wallet .
while i was freakking pissing off at Ryan Sia Chong Ren for not wanting to pick up his damn phone and answer me to check if he has my wallet .
auntie say don't have so i was like already on the verge of breaking down .
my brain is like going to burst uhh . Bonia dokk . haha my ugly picture-d ez-link card and other not-for-u-to-know-or-care documents inside .
Raimov and Zuhairi was like , ' Sekali she left it at the pooh bear just now . '
they check and IT WAS THERE ! OHMYGAWDDDDD !
hahaha . i'm so lucky that nobody took my wallet .
since my intention of breaking down was stunted , my brain became so exhausted .
okay , the feeling is so indescribable . then i kena scold . good ahh
haha . so lesson learnt number one , keep ur valuables first before playing with soft toys if you wont be keeping an eye on them .
lesson learnt number two , don't think of crying . your brain gona hurt .
lesson learnt number three , dont take anymore lessons with me .

ohoh , i want to say this like for a long time already .
amirul is a good shopping partner . haha random ehk .
but true ahh . yeah , he accompanied me to buy bears for the alumni
and also the materials for the fans (which i think is a waste of time)
we didn't use it for YOG ! and waste my effing MONEY !
bleahh . whatever .

i don't know whats happening to Faizah and Izzati .
we've lost contact siol . like , Faizah changed after being together with Ayie .
and Izzati mixed with wrong company . i don't even know who she's mixing with .
at least we know what is wrong and what is right .
yeah like whatever . things are done .

Sudiana, i update long2 already . can ?
haha

bye

woah. its already December .
sis birthday is coming up , in less than 24 hour .
ohkay . so how long have i not been updating ?
desaru trip was great . ignoring the fact that i'm sick right now (damn) and i'm not having enough sleep .
my fault . i slept with the chewing gum still in my mouth . got sore throat and spread to runny nose .
slight fever and freakking headache . didn't actually went back home straight . my fault .
next day, YOG practice . torture . came late . mabok gilerrr . sms-ed Vania and seek for 'sympathy' . haha
fever subside and headache lessen after sweat . irritating uh .
now i can't sleep . i didn't sleep . its already almost 4.30am , which is my time to wake up .
nak mati pe ? and we're starting outdoor today . mehhh .
blame my NOSE ! i hardly breathe lahh ! how to have my beauty sleep ? later got panda eyes . haiyahhh .
well , actually , i was spending my time doing the fan .
coz i was waiting for my sister to buy for me the fan in the afternoon .
bloody basket . cheat my feelings . give me high hopes , in the end never buy .
i head down to Bedok myself at 7pm while i'm still sick .
and i swear , i never want to do that thing again . one annoying piece of shit .
keep on rolling back and tear . really uh , i don't have enough patience for a third time .
it has indeed been alil too tiring . i need a break . i'm still so sad to know that my birthday is on band camp. D=
can i have a lil energy left just to have a bit of life ?


dead and gone . bye