YESZAAAAAAAAA!
today is officially the last day of school. oh, i mean, few hours ago. =D
i failed Maths and Science. as usual. i don't expect anything more anyway.
i just aimed to pass English. i'm gonna get what i want. BIO!
okay. post exams had been fun. lazy to elaborate yaw.
band is still on. i have all the time i need to rebond my hair! yipeee.
whatever.

can this be a short one?
oh, i don't need your answer.
you read what i write okay.
bye people.

i haven't actually had a proper sleep.
well, at least that's a good way for me to stay awake.
went out with friends last Sunday. not a disappointing one.
went to bowl at Marina Sq. allow me to be a gentle-lady.
Zuhairi knows how to bowl okay. haha
he proved me wrong. he beat me in both games that we played.
you can't actually blame me. there's no size 6 or 7! even size 8 feels heavy.
maybe i was still too exhausted carrying trombone on Saturday.
not trying to make an excuse okay. don't wonder or ask whether i get a strike because
i didnt even get any spare! there must be a bad pin that hates the bowling ball so badly that it doesn't want to topple.
izzati fell down like almost everytime. haha and i got my thumb stuck on the ball. that happens only once okehh!
went to eat at KFC after that. camwhored with mirrors. haha, never fail to make me hyper.
then walked back to Arcade. laughed at almost everything. played panic park with izzati.
she quite strong ehk, tk padan kering. LOL.
camwhored infront of escalator. self-time lah kan. well, it isn't as embarrassing as it will be if you were to pose alone.
but since there's a group of us, and we share those stares, its kind of fun.
Zuhairi tried piggy-backing me and end up hurting his back.
eh, i light okeh! 45kg only. acceptable you know. tak strong lah dektuuu.... =D
so, he emo-ed after that.
we were supposed to head down to Barrage but things didn't go as planned as some people don't have MRT fare.
so we discard the idea and bounced to Suntec instead. we actually walked there!
the whole main purpose was to play water. and Raimov suggested we go to the fountain of wealth.
sekali not open. so cannot enter.
sat there awhile and started camwhoring again. i swear the pichaas there is nice.
Raimov attempted to look like a matrep. carry bag high2. but he have the wrong bag.
of courselah! he's not an expert or as pure like Joel Lim Chee Sen whaaaaaaaaat.
then, we complete one round around the building just to start bouncing to Bugis St.
not bad lah Raimov become our tourist. buat kaki aku penat jer!
we walked till the first few shops only then we u-turned because they say not safe lah. blahblah.
dont actually know what actually happened there before. so, just yeahyeahyeah to everything they say. =D
Izzati left us soon after. then its like still early so we walked , again , to Iluma.
tempat mendak gilerrrrr! there's really nothing much. so little human in there.
we just walk around. level by level. and when we thought of going to the highest level of the building then we saw something that states '7 SKY'
everyone kecoh. can't wait to get there with everyone with the same thing in mind ; CAMWHORE!
haha. so took quite a lot of pichaa. very fun lah seyhhh.
everyone needs to head home by 9pm which is rather early. but what to do. now live far already mahh.
so we took the train. i board alone. *sobs*
uhm.. exhaustion didn't stop there. band was on the next day.
so i was like out since Wednesday till Monday? except Thursday. heh and oh, i just remembered, i still haven't give any parent letter.
whatever.
today is Tuesday? had Maths Trail at Changi Terminal 3.
got to know that my group somewhat got the highset marks. of courselah, i leader what.
hahah. cheyy, joking. but, they say we must share the prize with the rest of the class. walaoweyyy.
not fair! OUR EFFORT LEYYY! sorry ah, i selfish uh. =P

post the photos some other time?
bye

my dad cook ikan bakar larh seyhhhhhhh.
which i had craved for weeks ago. today then want to cook.
im so over the crave already lehhh. then now vely full.
justnow's nasi goreng like don't want come out like that. haha

was damn kecoh inside bus when we were heading to interchange.
Fakhrina and Shafikah was like accenting one every word/phrase.
suare base plakktuuu. haha tired you know laugh2.
my veins bulge out siaaa. scary. its worst than carrying baritone.
but i still suffer there too. nahhhh. not going to elaborate more.

BF left early. and he ignored my msg. he's not joining us tomorrow.
which he was so enthu about. really. we take photos for you kay. =D

my mum is STILL so obsessed with Shakira!
dreaming of becoming a better belly dancer maybe?
haha. whatever lah mummy. i wont admit that i find her cute. =X

arhhhhhhhh! i cant stand it kay! i want to eat!
im off.

didn't go to school yesterday. i shall not tell ya why.
so they got back language papers and maths.
i supposed i dont have to be surprised yet i am surprised.
but i trust my little blue birds. they say i failed maths.
I STUDIED! tears. i didnt fail language papers. which i am pleased enough to know that.
since, i diedie wana take biology. and the only criteria for me to take that subject is just 60 marks for English.
which also mean i will be in neither the first nor second class. know what?
i dont care. i diedie dont wana take physics.
today, got back History, which i pathetically passed, DnT and Science.
i failed science. by 1 mark. can promote? =( pls.....
Andy got so worked up because he failed science. he must have enjoy physics that much.

receive the timetable for upcoming band practices.
it gona be a bloody hectic holiday. with band camp on my birthday!
no party with family? =( well, actually i'm more scared of being sabo-ed. haha
so, we're performing for YOG friendship camp? how cool is that?
i dont think thats the real thing anyway. so no big deal lah eyh. still, must work hard.
i sure gona have lotsa trouble performing. am i to be blamed for being to short and surrounded with big and tall people, especially Monster?
i swear he shook the whole level when he leap. i really do mean LEAP. some kind of man-made disaster? earthquake to be exact. haha
in case you dont know, that Monster was imported from Korea. haha, yeah that one.
outdoor coming soon. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

ohoh, i'm craving for DOUBLE CHOCOLATE!
its been ages since i had one. broke? no lahhh... been saving up for hair and other stuffs.

well, i experienced and witness true love before. i know how it feels to love and be loved.
nothing ever stopped those from happening. even the hardest obstacle that could actually destroy a couple sweet love story. in just split seconds.
but it seldom happens if you are really true to your partner.
its already hard so i dont want to add on. i dont discourage true love.
so Syiqin, now that i see the sincerity in both of you, thats why i changed my mind.
yeah i do thought he was abit ______. blom abg2 lah katerkn. haha you know i know
then yeah, last long je lahh kay. make sure studies tak affected! klu makin pandai tu takpe.
haha

ending here
byebye

did i mentioned, me going to maths class before going out for Hari Raya with secondary school friends and getting a comment from Andy Voon about my hair on the previous post?
i guess not. so here how it goes.

Andy : You cut your hair? Coz your hair looks long.
Me : Uhmm.. (interrupted ; Ryan Y.)
Ryan Y. : How can a hair looks long when it is cut?
Me : Yalah. (interrupted again ; Andy)
Andy : No, i mean you extend?
Me : WTF??? NO. MY HAIR ORIGINAL OKEH!!!

im so pissed off.
REALLY! i know my hair looks rabak coz i dont take care of it so it looks like wig or something.
but by saying it looks long coz i extend........ so unacceptable! this hair took effort okeh!
i never used those instant fast method of growing my hair. or to look like my hair grew so fast.
and extension are fake! im not fake! RAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
whatever.
should consider rebonding my hair again if band's not on my back.

speaking of which. i heard band's starting soon. next Friday infact. i guess? that's what i heard.
gawddd.. i never felt so anti-band before. can i kill me? this sucks. and, i missed Mr Poh's popeye looking blur face. aka God?
ohmygawd. i dont believe i wrote that. i mean, type. i hope he don't read this. haha
whatever.

im back to reading.
after i managed to finally pay back my fine.
and so, i've been reading nothing except a personal diary and email conversations.
lotsa them. the whole book to be exact!
gahhh. crap.

well, dnt last paper! woohoo!
i'm not prepared for the shits.
NEXT YEAR ; OUTDOOR! mampos.

kay bye.
i hungry lahh

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AMIRUL ARIF! (3rd Oct) and KHAIRI KARIM! (4th Oct)

anyway, today is maths EOY paper. i studied tao! but yeah, its hard to apply.
i burnt 23 marks overall. matiiiiiiiiiiiiii. bleah, more killer to come!
i still have a lil bit of confidence with me at least. i hope i pass. hmmm...
went out with secondary school friends last saturday. so little people!
so nak ramaikan orang, they invite Aswan. raya mahh, aku buat baik. nyeheh
there were only me, Izzati, Zuhairi, Raimov, Amirul and Aswan.
we meet up late. planned to meet at 12 noon but we meet at 1pm. haha
blame me for it. but not my fault whatttt. then we head down to Qistina's house.
we spent bloody one hour to look for her house. something wrong with her phone that's why she didn't answer any of our calls.
we end up calling Carmel for directions. rumah dr peh byk guitar...... lol
Zuhairi and Raimov busted arhh. they say, her house got swimming pool. very long blahblah.
so i intended of 'jumping down' sekali check2 longkang. panjang plaktuu. PANTAT.
then head down to a few more houses. we bounce from one place to another and back again.
totally unplanned! last house was supposed to be Elham's. but i forgot that i no longer live at Bedok.
so i didn't get to go to his house. mum nags. she said i made her worried.
padahal aru pkol 12.20am.
duit collection! bank in soon ehk.

i've been ignoring this guy. well, a primary school friend. irritating lah siot!
note ; I DO NOT STEAD WITH MY GOOD FRIENDS. NEITHER DO I FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. NEVER HAPPENS.

so therefore, those out there who thinks i'm in a relationship with Zuhairi Zurami, i tell, your eyes lie. =D

bye

im updating about last Saturday.
went out with long lost Primary School friends.
gerekkk uhh. wasn't as bad as i thought it would be as no spoil-sport turn up. GOOD.
intended to bring the whole batch along but most of them busy studying for upcoming exams.
Alif botak (now got hair) brought his siblings along while Haziq brought two of his friends, Boi and Kecyk.
we were annoyed by Kecyk's lameness at first. lagi2 Syiqin. hahah but in the end, everything turns out fun.
lots of camwhoring. but most of it with Fie. gona get it soon.
met up at Syiqin's place. planned to meet at 1pm. Afiq Adam, Rakin, Fieyana and Suraya were already there when me and Sab arrived.
sat down, drink and stare until 2pm. no one else come so we tell them meet at Afiq Adam's house.
had our breakfast there. haha full then we go next door which is Syamsiah's house.
she wasn't home. so we like tak tawu malu just masuk je. watch house bunny then Nadhier, Helmi, Haziq and friends arrived.
thats when we got irritated. so we left and went to Suraya's house. they were wearing their shoes when we grab the opportunity to escape. haha perangai mepek
they catch up with us and playplay with this baby. dont know lah anak sape jekk.
name dier Isaac Ryan. if not wrong? alah, dont care. he dont want me siaaaa! he go to Rakin.
bloooody black. ape jampi ntah dr pakai. hahah sial ah linda.
Faizul bingit, tak dapat pegi umah Suraya. for two years lahh seyhh. haha i know you know.
then went to Fie's house. vely the hot. two fans still not enough. haha. ate soto there but full, so tak habis.
Haziq and friends are like puffing at every house. i think they finished two packs throughout the day.
left her house then saw Alif and siblings at staircase. everyone puff again. even adik Alif siol! not bad eyh.
walked back to Mimi's house. run away again. by the time, we realised we brought too many people.
there were 16 of us until Faizul finally reached and then we became 17. ramai tuhh..
Mimi tuang air non stop. he wasted like 10% of the water from the jug. haha. dasar pemalas, boys whatttt.
then head down to Mdm Zainon's house. unfortunately, she wasn't home. we thought of coming back at night but didn't.
walked to bus stop infront of our Primary School. it looks more like shit. Go Singapore kape?
its all red and white luhhhh. no more orange and white. i think cos Ping Yi has the same colour at the hall block there.
we were like calling everyone who live at Tampines and asked if they'll be home whatsoever so we can come for raya.
most of them are out or getting ready to go out. Double U Tee Edge ?
so just head down to Interchange and camwhore while some of them go top up their ezlink card.
boink down to Tampines to Dian's house. semue sombong shiooool. Mak dier pon!
all her sister was at home. only Syiqin talked to her while me and Rakin finished up 2 bottles of her cornflakes. hahah sedaaap. ade chocolate chip! berebut lagik tao. HAH!
someone burped out loud. disgusting enough. few silent moments later, someone fart! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!
its not smelly, fortunately.
then head down to kakak Shikin's friend's house. got hal down there. not happy luhh whatever. siket peh hal pon mau kecoh.
no more house so we went to my house. planned to take 72 but long queue. so we took MRT.
it didnt crossed my mind to alight at Bedok or Kembangan or Eunos to take the direct bus home.
we all were like planning, 'okeh, outram then hougang.' wasted their bux. inside MRT i emo-ed.
skali Haziq yelled, 'ehk, naik bus kat kembangan! ' then i was like, 'eh, uh2 ehk..' haha
but Kembangan vely far. so we alight at Eunos and took 854. they were effing noisy luhh.
malu siakk aku! then this old malay couple next to me was like irritated. they tried to show their annoyance by playing this lagu raya on their phone loud2.
instead of terasa and keeping quiet, they busted back by singing along. hahahah
after the song finished, Alif peh kurang ajar, he played another raya song from Rakin's phone.
hahaha sial. kekek pe. then the old couple shut their phone up. we alighted soon after.
finally we reached my house after the long journey. we heard whistling as my neighbours were playing sparklers.
my mum offered them MY SPARKLERS! everyone like small kid uhh. they were like, ' I WANT! I WANT! '
tak sempat minum air. haha. some didn't get to play because of selfish people like Haziq took two packets.
so those who didnt get to play went to eat as my mum already cooked for them.
everyone was hungry since only Afiq Adam and Fieyana gave us food. haha
they had second round also! meriah sungguh suasana. haha.
then took photo. they thought of heading home after the pichas but my mum started to record vids of them and wanted to show them through the tv screen.
they were delayed for half an hour. Haziq also kaypo, he take vids of them. and as usual,(dier kan tak tawu malu), most of them were filled with his face.
he stepping baik ngn mak aku! mintak maaf sume padahal jarang jumpe.
dier byk dosa ngn aku tknk mintk maaf plak tuh! hahah.
they left around 10.45pm or so. we thought of going back to Mdm Zainon's house but its kinda late for an old lady to entertain young kids like us till late at night.
so everyone just head home.
uneditted photos. more to come. soon

Language papers are over.
English was : can make it.
MTL was : do-able.
for the first bloody time, i screwed up on MTL compo.
okay, its not like composition, but more of like discuss kinda thing.
because, i was too lazy to be very long-winded and narrate craps.
and, because i spent too much time on my dialogue. handwriting like shittt.
and oh, i need a pen! for back up. its running out of ink!

the scorching sun shone above our head. drips of sweat rolled down my smooth cheek.
cheyyy, dah mepek. hahah. but seriously, its very hot.
so i took the long way home today, basically, everyone is alone.
so i find it fair. and you don't have any reason to 'sulk' about.
you're old enough, human! you so special uh? i must listen to you ahh?
must accompany you go home, then you alight, who accompany me?
self-centered. can you just for once think of others?
you even ask us to meet you at Technopark like 7.30 on that Wednesday.
WE LIVE VERY FAR LAHHH DEYYY!
tawu uh journey rumah ko stakat amek 10 mins. nk jumpe kol 7.30 limit kene kuar umah kol 6.45 sial.
and its WEDNESDAY. sape yg nk g angon siang2 stakat nk lyn ko?
ko nk jumpe pn stakat nk share problem ko ngn matae ko.
bile ngah baik ngn matae ko, lupe kite uh.
skg dah tkde dr, aru nk cari kwn. mintk tolong. kite kene lyn taik ko uh?
nk kuar raya pn susah. tknk dr ikotlah, itulah, inilah.
ko pikir ko idop sorg per?? majority wins kay. ko tknk dorg ikot, lebih baik ko sorg je yg tkyah ikot.
all problems solved. without you is better.

out for raya tomorrow. Haziq called me i guess?
suara dah pecah kepe boy? haha, yelahhh. dah abg2 ahh kirekan.
i am expecting that tomorrow will be a great day with no problem.
which rarely happens. confirm ade satu org buat prangai.
mcm kt rumah Dian, dah tk dpt duit raya, kene halau plak tuu!
i miss them all luhhhhh. how i wish i was still in Primary School.

kkay, bye ah
good night ehkk.