wearing this uniform has become some cursed thing to do for me.
which was ages long since i last touch that thin blue cotton thing.
i was already late in the morning for school. need to iron shirt some more.
tie day so cannot wear P.E. and, i'm tie-less. lucky Amirul got extra tie.
the day was great until after school. all spirit gone. buto
i'm really tired. tired of being there, when no one even cares.
tired of being there when i wasnt appreciated.
tired of being there for them, but when its my turn, no one was there.
tired of trying so hard, when no one bothers.
tired of bothering so much since everyone careless.
im tired of being so nice. im tired putting up too many fronts to make them think nothing's wrong.
im tired of having to lie to myself for others sake, just to see everyone happy.
im tired of running away. being alone is no longer a peaceful moment.
its just another hurtful experience. you dont just stand and stare.
i shouldnt have made full use of that moment.

but everything's better now. pity birthday boy lah, pujok me from morning to night.
huahua. but its massively due to me not being able to stay mad for long.

ending here
byebye