i wonder whats wrong. is it blogger? or this laptop?
whatever. and so, i'm tired.
outdoor spirit is back! i wonder if there's still any
seniors who bothers to come back to help out with the juniors.
and OHMYGAWD! to think again, we'll be sec3s by then.
how fast time flies. no, its not a good thing.
anyway, after marching, combine. no elaboration needed.
few new songs came in and i go, ? BLANKK.
SERIOUSSSSS! i stoned like for every pieces.
except when a few familiar holding notes appear. haha
how pathetic. the pieces looks easier if its treble clef luhh.
my love for trombone not enough yet luh huh.
my mum actually called me during combined! lucky ahh, its silent mode.
she was in school. for dont know what Maths thingy, whatever crap luhh.
bleah.. skipskipskip.
end early, but we still need to do marching.

crapped with Mr Poh about MJ's dance move. ahaha.

{*detfig tihs*}: IT'S ALL IN THE MIND!! Dream.Believe.Achieve says:
wa liao.. SO VULGAR
fasting lei

LinDa says:
wat thing?

{*detfig tihs*}: IT'S ALL IN THE MIND!! Dream.Believe.Achieve says:
MJ LOVES HIS DICK!

LinDa says:
what vulgar?
then u want me to say what?
MJ loves his penis?
haha

{*detfig tihs*}: IT'S ALL IN THE MIND!! Dream.Believe.Achieve says:
naughty girl sia you...hahaha

LinDa says:
haha
true what!
u never agree with me mehh?
his dance all like that one whattt

{*detfig tihs*}: IT'S ALL IN THE MIND!! Dream.Believe.Achieve says:
hahahaha...
so only those those love their dick will dance this way la
haha

LinDa says:
ahhh.. coz they protect their that one while showing it off.
hahaha

OH, its about Zheng De's favourite MJ's move.
so, i see ZD loves his dick too. and he's proud enough to show it off. =D
abit too direct down there abt the penis but, who cares.

i'm so life-less.
can i end here?
kay, i dont want your answer.
BYEBYE.

i'm so exhausted.
i didn't wake up for my pre-dawn meal.
school as usual. Miss Tan confiscated my phone for fun.
haha. because i was video-ing this foreign guy in my class.
he's very dumb. yet she's not angry. still can joke with us.
had band after school. music then marching.
dehydrated siooooool. then ahh, i see only trombone so semangat
that really do properly sia... grrrrrr.
then Jia Feng also! want count timing herself.
then make people rush only. count so fast for what? chase last train ahhhh?
i next to her tell her to slow down also she ignore. lucky i fasting tao!
if not i also pissed. but haiyerhhh. must chill lah. if not it defeat the purpose of fasting also.
bleahhh. waited for Amirul. then go eat prata. everyone finish their drinks first before food.
ahaha. we really suck it all clean luhh. i bought another cup of coke and it taste like manggo.
DISGUSTING!
while eating, i dont know lah there's this one asshole want to find problem with me.
shameless siaaa! he think i got time to entertain him. bloody mf. lucky break fast already sia.
i could have just take the lift and burn his house down!

so the conversation goes like this :
That thing : Happy Breaking Your Fast.. and blahblah. (dont bother to remember)
how lame can that shameless thing be?
Zuhairi : Diam ahh.
That thing : If thats linda, tell her im not talking to her. i'm talking to Zuhairi.

WTF kann? so, linda not happy. she go confront that dick. scold him in sms.
dont bother calling. WASTE PREPAID!
tk tawu pape, diamdiam sudah ahh. dah paisey senyap. selalu nk menjawab pe.
niari tknk defend diri sendri perhh? no balls. annoying bodoh kau.
prangai immature! tk maju2. name je dah tuwe.
i wish i slapped him before today.

i realised, even a few others agrees that this group of people changed.
what do you see in post? rank? and position?
people seem to be fighting for it. some even changed just to suck up.
to think again, i really miss Yi Lian and Tahir's batch.
they were already like that outside band and remain like that in band.
even after being the majors. i'm not pint-pointing to anyone.
really sad to see all this happening. some even wants all the responsibility to themselves.

lets end here
byebye

its almost a week now that i last posted something.
i see that blogger is back. and yet again, at the wrong time.
i'm now using my sis sickening laptop. which is really an eyesore.
school's been fine. test paper were returned. not all yet.
and so, i passed Science which i didn't studied for yet failed Maths which i did studied for.
by a pathetic two marks. from each subjects. yup, there wont be any A's i guess.
since i'm so free, lets see my results. =D

English - 11/20
Maths - 13/30
Science - 24/45
MTL - 32/50
History - 13/20
Music - 34/40
D&T - unknown

well anywayyyy, Mr Liew is shameless.
he praised himself ahhhh. like wth kan.
i forget what he said but he very that one luhhh.
then we need to do survey about him.
i swear the whole, WHOLE, freakking class was happyy.
and the whole piece of paper is filled with 'Strongly Disagree'
except for a few question with Strongly agree for questions like,
'Is your teacher confident in his subject area.'
apparently, the whole class thinks alike. sarcastic luh.
what they meant was - OVER CONFIDENT.
hahaah

you, piss off okay.
you know who you are.

bye

HELLO HUMANS.

current status: Rotting

what can you expect? fasting lahh.
everyone at home sleeping. nothing to do.
while they were sleeping just now, my neighbours
upstairs kept on drilling and hammering.
annoying ahh. really testing our patience.
my dad went out to look for them. then they still can lie bodoh!
they say its not them. its the neighbours on the upper level.
padahal.. my dad also belo, he really go upstairs then dont have.
then, he come back. my dad brutal ahh kan. he go yell at them through the kitchen;s window.
all the things you shouldn't hear all come out. huahua.
then they come down and say sorry. lol.

The one that you love will be the one that you hate, the one that you hate will be the one that you love.
it happens. whether you wanna believe it or not.
this that causes hurt, regret, guilt. the reason you became enemy with your ex.
the reason you had a good laugh with them after a year of acting cold towards one another.
thanks to me for having a short term memory, i haven't forgive but i forget.
therefore i find it pointless in hating. i, only dislike.
or better still, lets just be feeling-less like Aidil.
thats the best solution ever to this complication. ahahahh



that whole paragraph up there, was meant to be a crap.
haha. but somewhat true also lahh..
the day haven't end. i have nothing else to say except,
Tomorrow got school or, There's school tomorrow.
imy lahh. why ehh? been waiting for you to talk to me tao.


ending here
byebye

yay! tomorrow puasa!
SELAMAT BERPUASA YE UMAT2 ISLAM.
SENTIASA SETTING NIAT, UPGRADE IMAN, UPDATE DOA, DOWNLOAD SABAR, UPLOAD USAHA, DELETE DOSA, TOP UP ILMU SUPAYA BOLEH REDEEM PAHALA BANYAK2.
wakakaka.

Charlotte, Ryan, Raimov and I are in this ABC (Anti-Bryan Club).
if you wish to join, just leave a tag at my tagboard.
like they say, the more the merrier. ahahah
nahh, Bryan. your name is here. =D

as you can see, i dont have a life.
i think this should be enough crap for today.

byebye =D

talking about Zuhairi, he dah majuuuu sia.
not badd ehhh.
he beat me in English and MTL.
MTL SIAAAA. by 1 mark. MTL SIAAAAAAAAAAA.
good for him, bad for me. well, i can see that he's really putting in effort. LOL
i didn't fail but that was actually my worst test results ever.
takk kerekk ahh tapi betol.
quite saddening but its okayyy.
there's still Maths, Music, DnT and Science.
nyehehhh.
still got chance to beat him.

i soooo miss blogging.
so here's my third short post for today.

I DIDN'T CRAVE FOR DOUBLE CHOCOLATE ANYMOREEEE.
nyehehhh.
I ALSO NO LONGER HAVE THE URGE TO BITE PEOPLE.
nyehehhehhhhh.

i treat myself for pulling through Common Test. =D
andand, Zuhairi's fats help. hahahahah. so squeezable and pinchable.
blame Jun Kai for putting me in this state.
he's so freakkkkkkkking cute larhhhhh.
sheeeesh.

next, lets talk about band.

we received an earful lecture before they start playing music.
how awesome. i think we deserved it. somehow, including me. spot WE.
all i see was disappointment. so, i rather not see. if you get what i meant.
point after point. mistakes after mistakes. situation after situation.
then mood change. Mr Poh treat me bubble tea. i see like very pathetic ahh.
haha. i treat izzati $1 then Mr Poh treat me $1. lol its the same like, Linda treating herself.

lets see what i want to blog about today.
ohh.
let me start off with this anti-people thing.

if you dont want to come, just say.
because we take don't know as yes.
it means, you're spoilt for choices.
we can understand if you're not interested lahh.
whats wrong in saying no? we won't feel rejected in anyway.
its better than you promised then in the end paitao siahh.
its a freakking bad impression ahh. you already show that
you're the type that cant be trusted or not 'a girl of your words'.

English and History was okay.
i'm going to flunk Science. =D
who wouldn't expect that coming from me?
maybe they wont if its a sec one paper.
life was easier back then. i'm tired of trying so hard.
i can't do MTL just now. hell.. MALAY LEII!
too complacent i guess. :'( but i can't take all the blame!
that setter was at fault too! they gave us a crappy text.
they asked for 'two lessons learnt from the passage with examples'
i could have answered if the passage wasn't dumb. i screwed today up.
tomorrow, Maths and Music.
like ohwell, another paper thats gonna drive me to my death bed.
i'm talking only about Maths! obviously not Music. i won't throw my own face lahh ehh.
enough talking about test kayys. i'm feeling so sick of it.

im craving for freakking double chocolate ahhh.
thought of treating myself with it soon!
i wonder whennn....

school hasn't been fun.
because i was sited in front of the class.
awesomeness. i dont see anyone else's face except teacher's
i didn't mention awesome to that, did i?
it's not , for real.

ending here
byebye

i actually just lost the post that i took half an hour to type out.
CURSE!

blogger sucks now lah. cannot upload photo.
only when i feel like uploading and this happens.
all mini-mini icons disappear. RAWRRRR!

damn tired lah.. i dont know why i even bothered to update.
ohh, izzati and me are fine now. dah lame jgk tk crap dgn dr.
she is always the reason why everyone is in the mood to rape (everyone else)
Aliff Aziz suara dah pecah ehh? hahah. random =D

well, Adrian's a bitch! i thought of kicking his dick and end all
his dreams of having to celebrate Father's Day. but nahh.. no need angry long, long.
not good. later i grow old fast. i dont want okehh. must MAINTAIN! hahahah

someone is acting like an ass ahh. i talk to that thing then it go offline.
you better pray that no one curse you. YOU BETTER DO SO!

AND EHH MONYET. YOU BETTER STOP FLOODING MY INBOX WITH YOUR SMS2 BODOH YANG TAK PERLU ATTENTION
DAN SYIOK SENDIRI DAN MEREPEK. GET A LIFE LAH! TAK PANDAI2 KAPE SIAK KAU? BERAPE TAON IDOP OTAK
MASIH TAK MAJU. DAH SUROH KAU BELAH TU ANGKAT KAKI BOUNCE SUAH AHH. TAKDE TIME NAK KASI KAU
ATTENTION LAG LAHH EHHH. TAKDE TOPIC NAK BBL, THEN JANGAN BBL! SIMPAN ENERGY DAN DUIT.. KASI MUKA,
TAKMO LANGGAR WIRE AHH SIA.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

i don't have to do this. since Singapore cant even hear.
anyway, i never loved Singapore. maybe, just abit.
since i littered, vandalised, plucked flowers/leaves.
blah. is that a way to show your love to your country?
nooooo. and i know there's more of me out there.
so brothers and sisters a.k.a hypocrites, enough faking.

apparently, i'm stucked at home. my mum had to work.
my dad is a bore. my sister is a nuisance. =D
here, in Hougang, SUCKS! i want to go back to Bedok!
freakking quiet ah down here. *sobsob*

shall continue when i feel like it.

ending here
byebye

hello Singaporean!

let me talk about yesterday okay.
we, Ping Yi Secondary School, celebrated National Day yesterday.
we, performers for the celebration, must report very early, at 6.30am.
i, Nur Haslinda Izwani, missed a bus. so, late.
that thing, the freakking technopark gate, haven't open.
i, again, u-turned to change route just to get to school.
didn't fall in with the rest. changed. lets skipped some unimportant parts.
performed. school's all blue! NO SEMANGAT NATIONAL DAY BTOL!.
confirm shanti perh idea. end of formal celebration, Games Fiesta!
very lame ahh actually. joined the telematches at the field.
some guy broke his arm. damn sway then the games stopped. just in time.
like planned already like that. 'i'll broke my arm on thisthisthis time.'
lol hahaha sing some old National Day songs. Hydir was pulled up on stage.
and oh, i wasn't shocked that he was out from competition. its because i didn't vote!
hahaha. as Charlotte say, i didn't returned the flags. lol. i also wonder what i'm
going to do with it. anyway, who so pathetic want us to return them back.
only Ping Yi Secondary lah! slacked at playground. took one round. pranked call.
went home. and pigged. lol

today, apparently nothing happened.

ending here
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I SO LOVE TODAY.

slacked for the whole day.
no proper lesson, including MTL.
workshits all the way throughout the day.
had History. do workshit. recess then CME.
didn't skipped lah can. teacher also didn't come.
do workshit then English. teacher also didn't come.
Rajoo came. do workshit again. MTL.
go library and do workshit again. then homeroom period.
had this talk about peer pressure. still got shits to do!
one whole freaking day of shits of paper!
Ping Yi teachers sumpah no life.

didn't crap much. i think because Ryan and Jun were rather
quiet today. which seems rather odd. and Charlotte and Adrian
were in no mood for drawing. hahaha all act guai suddenly.

Ryan disturb me. kicked him on the knee where there is already an injury.
he's like, 'AHH. PAIN. PAIN. HAHA JOKING.' faker! act only. make people scared.
mean little boy. then he disturbed Syiqin. she kicked him at the same spot too.
coincidentally. he did the same thing. 'AHH. PAIN. PAIN. BLEEDING LEI! OUCH!'
Charlotte and i don't believe already lah. then we walked away.
suddenly Syiqin exclaimed, 'EH BLEEDING LAH SIAL.'
then we like, 'HUH? REALLY? HAHAHAH'
see lah. lie somemore then no one believes already. lol.

nothing much happened lah kan.

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I HATE CHARLOTTE AGAIN!

she drew on me like i'm her drawing paper.
she's very unfair! she didn't allow me to draw on her back.
humph!! so, i went to band like that. with drawings.
but, never kena caught. nyeheh.

I STILL HATE CHARLOTTE!

today, she drew on me again! with the same dumb smiley face
i created which she thought it was cute ' =D '
except today, on different hand. lol

bloghopped. dont know how i land there. like jauh gitu.
then like i don't know ah i read the post. like bad mouthing about me gituu.
i terasa lah kann. because i did type a short paragraph of couples showing off
about their partners. like come on. its a general remark. i'm hinting to my cousin anyway, fyi.
lol but i think she terasa also. like, that was my first time landing there.
and the latest post was like already like what i described some other humans.
haha. i'm so simply not affected. because in the first place, i'm not bothering you.
and i know Nas is reading. and thats how you get story. tell him get a life.
stop kaypo-ing on his exes life if he don't care anymore. i'm over him too.
i'm way better off without him. single is the way to go! save money.
no need remember birthdays. no need waste prepaid. blahblahblah. =D
chill lah kan. you my friend's sister sia. takkan nak kacau. i got life, mann.

anyway, Miss Tan rocks to the core sia. i mean, she's damn young.
she thinks just like us. =D good ah got teacher like that. she even helped
us sabo Byron at times. ahahah.

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whats your problem? im not that childish to be sarcastic to you larhhh.
fuck. i wasnt expecting that as your reaction. other people can agree
then why must you take it personally? you dont care then thats your problem.
im just telling for fun. expecting you to reply, 'EH YALAH. AMAZING AH...'
obviously, you're BORING! and very childish. i really want scold you upside down sia.
tell you the truth, i dont wish to treat you like what im calling you.its just a name.
because apparently, you dont think like me. and you're just like some other boys not yet done with puberty.
if you dont understand, it means immature. also known as childish. fyi also.
and, you have narrow brain. like, now is a very good example.
you never take advices that i gave, never learnt your lesson. and you cant even take critisicm.
thats very LAME. whatever lah huh. i lazy to care already. i shall treat you just like my other friends.
except with less attention.


things really do get out of hand. like one example up there.
no matter how many thousand times you apologise.
yet still not learning your lesson, its just a waste of saliva.
why bother and waste time on them when they dont actually know you exist?
they wont appreciate or at least TRY TO UNDERSTAND why we're doing what we're doing.


not that i'm jealous people have partners. not that i'm not happy that they have partners.
but fuck, they dont need to show off. like, 'oh, my boyfriend is the hottest.'
'baby, you're the best' , 'that was the sweetest thing anyone had done for me' .
blahblah. bullshits ahh. later break off different story.


anyway, i rembered the day that we skipped CME. =D
Charlotte and i stayed at canteen. then Syiqin came to ask what time we going for CME then we say LATER.
she sat down with us then Jing Yi joined. i forgot who end up with the idea of 'no need go class'.
we sat at canteen and somewhat 'joined' the upper sec to have their recess.
Dorothea and Syafika joined. saw Mdm Zainah walked past from general office's back door.
she also late! called Jun, warned him not to pautoh us. and he didnt. =D such a good friend. despite the fact that he slapped me! lol
we walked to class slowly. sekali saw Miss Tan at Miss Goh's homeroom. luckily Jing Yi alerted us. if not i also wasnt aware.
so we ran back and took the stairs next to canteen. decided to go toilet next to Mr Wee's homeroom.
reaching DnT class then Charlotte suddenly ducked. damn funny sia.
she was like, ' Can see! can see!' . hahaha Jing Yi ducked with her and ran in that position.
crazy. me and Syiqin just chill and walked slowly. but still laughing hardly. hahah
before we even reached toilet, bell rang. so we're like, ' ehh hurry go class! before miss tan come back!'
dashed through everyone and Nicholas opened the door for us. Syiqin and Jing Yi went missing.
Mdm Zainah also wasnt giving any lesson. she was busy with her laptop. she doesnt even care that we came late for her class.


crapcrapcrap.
we started on formations already.
the sun was nice ah. wasnt that hot but still, i think everyone turned black already.
been ages since we last did those stuffs. really need to buck up on stamina sia.
blahblahblah


ending here
byebye