i feel so sick, but im not. i feel like crying my lungs out, but i have no tears left. i dont even have any reason to do that. im so beat, but i couldnt sleep. im hungry, but i dont wana eat. ive been taking in a deep, deep breath and let out a looooooooooonnnnnnnng sigh. ive been staring at clear spaces and not thinking. im daydreaming abt, nothing? whats wrong with me, mann?? pinch me. im not on the riight side of my mind. im not myself.

really gotta say that the section is way off target. or even, do we have any? only four of us turned up today. Hidayah is at Woodlands and Carmel, i dont know. *shakeshake**shrugshrug*. super small section and we seriously ran out of ideas for gimmicks and everything. its soo limited lah. and all i can think is dancestep which is obviously impossible for us to use since there is big, big baritone and a new shiny, shiny tenor. luckily, there's Yilian and Andrew to help us out. so somehow, we managed. need to re-do the songs. i wonder why i took so long. abt 1 hr 30 mins or so? its finally done. there's still some jerking. i gave up. so i just save and send it to Wah Jing. pemalas peh pmpn.

im hurting aaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll over. especially my foot. guess im heavy already thats why my legs cant carry me up. hahah. lameshit. zzzzzzzz.

wahh..okay, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! hehee
thanks to those who wished me happy birthday. and i just get sabo-ed by my sisters.
im wet ryte now.1 cup is enuf to make me wet. lols. and that cake was meant to be in ur tummy, not on my face. hahah
thats all for today.

ending here
byebye