im back from camp. tired right now, but i really think that i need to bring life back to my dead blog.

didnt feel like camp has started on the first day. as usual, i was half awake. DAMN tired. practiced till about 6plus or so. lips hurt. there's like two strokes at the edge where i put my mouth piece. soo badly hurt =(. went for dinner and shower with faizah, izzati and carmel. went to practice our drill formation, gimmicks and stuff. so we got soooooo bored that i cant remember who came out with the idea to counter strike to the tubist. we could camouflage sia! only that our section tee glows. ran past other section. trombonists gave us that one kind of blur face, ' What the hell u all doing???' hahahah. anyway, our section is the smallest. me, carmel, zheng de and hidayu. only. hafika wasnt feeling well, thats all i could say. hidayah couldnt attend on the first day so she missed the practice. its better that she no need to come at all. hanisah went overseas. lights out.

next day, woke up at 6.30am. had morning pt and linda, biaselarh dah lame tk lari, was in the middle and somehow she slowed down and was among the last few. heh. kental siot. skipped that part. had breakfast. just had a piece of it. no more energy left to eat. dehydrated. then combine, lunch, combine again. i dont quite remember what we did on the afternoon lah so just cut it short. had last min practice for the drill. had the basic drill first then band B performed. then flute perform their fancy drill first. poor thing that their cd spoil it. but they did great lahh. clarinet's turn and they have problem with the cd too. so they skipped and we're next. kind of screwed up here and there. zheng de was seriously making a fool out of himself at the ending coz we thought that the drill should have ended earlier. and we didnt planned anything for the last part. cannot control so me and carmel was like laughing so hard and just follow what that fool did. haha. saw horns do their drill. with flour and all. poor izzati was showered with flour. or is it powder? dont care lah. lol. then showered. go band room. sit there with flautist and zheng de. atikah say there's no night walk. but there is! zheng de did try to tell us scary story but too bad, its not scary. okay, actually i was scared from the start lahh. but everyone was making a joke, laugh and laugh and laugh. the seniors started singing at the back and yu shen was singing high school musical 3 songs when wah jing suddenly called out and ask, ' Eh Yu Shen, u not scared ah?' its like the radio suddenly lost network and shutdown. he went silent for a moment and goes, 'AHHHH.' haha. cute sia he. laugh and i forgot so i was the last pair to go. which is the 2nd last group. was pair up with Aron. Zuhairi was with lucille. RAWR!!!!!!!! Aron was like saying, ' I WANA SWITCH WITH ZUH SIA.' u tink i want to pair up with u mehh? i was wishing i got to pair up with Zuhairi. siti was hiding behind the wall near the toilet at the water cooler there. first person to scare me. next was this senior, dont know who, he hide behind the wall too. i didnt scream lahh eyh. just ALMOST and i swallow it back. hahah. walk down the stairs and saw aidil with his hp light. sorie,u didnt manage to scare us. haha. saw u already lahh. then continue walking and saw ming kwang. thought he was alone. good try at trying to scare us. but then, sufi suddenly open the water hose door where he was hiding inside. lucky never hit my face. tekejot sekejap. continue walking. joel was trying to be zombie which i think he's seriously making a fool out himself. people saw u already then still wana scare us. not working lahh eyh. nothing happened. then its the end of night walk and the results are out. flute receive the best fancy drill award, saxophone receive the best basic drill award and elham receive the best commander award. everybody did their best. it was great lahh. sleep at 1.

wake up at 6.30am. need more rest lahh! so i was with sweater. retarded sia. i forgot there is morning pt. was like running with it. and as usual, i was left behind. not that far anyway.then breakfast, no energy to eat oso. then combine. then must run again. ten rounds. muscle soo tensed. still cannot play properly lahh. lips hurt so much. im complaining alot. now.lols so end at 1 then go bbtea and then go sit at playground. aswan busted. he say he wants to throw down some chewing gum. then we waited for quite some time and he neva throw even a piece of paper. tipu sakk! amirul got time to sleep seyh. haha.

cabbed home with zuhairi, raimov and amirul. showered, sleep, wake up, eat and now blog. firework damn nice sia! okay, this post is long enough.

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i feel so sick, but im not. i feel like crying my lungs out, but i have no tears left. i dont even have any reason to do that. im so beat, but i couldnt sleep. im hungry, but i dont wana eat. ive been taking in a deep, deep breath and let out a looooooooooonnnnnnnng sigh. ive been staring at clear spaces and not thinking. im daydreaming abt, nothing? whats wrong with me, mann?? pinch me. im not on the riight side of my mind. im not myself.

really gotta say that the section is way off target. or even, do we have any? only four of us turned up today. Hidayah is at Woodlands and Carmel, i dont know. *shakeshake**shrugshrug*. super small section and we seriously ran out of ideas for gimmicks and everything. its soo limited lah. and all i can think is dancestep which is obviously impossible for us to use since there is big, big baritone and a new shiny, shiny tenor. luckily, there's Yilian and Andrew to help us out. so somehow, we managed. need to re-do the songs. i wonder why i took so long. abt 1 hr 30 mins or so? its finally done. there's still some jerking. i gave up. so i just save and send it to Wah Jing. pemalas peh pmpn.

im hurting aaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll over. especially my foot. guess im heavy already thats why my legs cant carry me up. hahah. lameshit. zzzzzzzz.

wahh..okay, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! hehee
thanks to those who wished me happy birthday. and i just get sabo-ed by my sisters.
im wet ryte now.1 cup is enuf to make me wet. lols. and that cake was meant to be in ur tummy, not on my face. hahah
thats all for today.

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oh. im so glad. its finally done. tanx sister! wats done? oh, the song for fancy drill that my section will be using. i need to re-do it sia! all cause the previous one couldnt be open. unsupported file. and Zheng De is like pestering me non-stop asking me for the songs. anyway, sorry to have kept u waiting ; ) . some jerking when the song changes could be heard. a few seconds does matter! but i dont think i can be bothered about it. for now. quote that. no, seriously. it seems good enuf that everything is done. stil brainstorming for formation. all last minute work. stil unsure who's coming and joining the squad.

basically the time spent during band practice today was for this fancy drill thing. so its not so tiring. practice the 1st part of the drill. then sat at canteen and 'brainstorm'. then practice drill again and bersurai.

reached home early today. noone is around. kind of spooky. im alone. and the whole house is so dark. luckily got my neighbour. lols . anyway, i prefer it that way. so peaceful. didnt get to hear my mum scolding, my dad coughing, my sister screaming, another sister's phone ringing. hahaha.
im so evil. =))

its new year soon. but quite a few things coming along the way. BAND CAMP! i havent even started packing yet. and the camp is like on this Monday? im sooooooo unprepared. not even my bag is out from the storeroom. nothing! and that camp has to be right after my birthday. such bad luck. no life lah eyh. band aje! i dont even have this SCHOOL REOPEN SPIRIT. lets just resign to fate. anyway, im not the only one busy with band during holidays. ought to be thankful that i have friends. lol =))

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!

this post is speacially for christmas.

Im hearing jingle bells everywhere, Santa Claus riding on his sleigh with reindeers, snowflakes falling down from the wide dark sky. i dont think i could hear them fall though. and anyway, its just some snowglobe fantasy. ive been watching christmas movie for the whole day. not exactly whole day. anyways, every movie has a few same hidden messsage which is ; SEEING IS BELIEVING and having some CHRISTMAS SPIRIT. since every movie is the same, be it cartoon or not, it feels like im watching the same movie over and over again. getting sick of it. heh. sorry.
so, lets spread the joy around.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
and HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! =))

its cousins day out yesterday!
yeahh.. the cousins, plus my mum. we went to watch Cicakman 2 at cathay. just a few groups of ppl who's watching so just a small hall for that movie. the sound effect is super awesome. but somehow,my mum manage to enjoy her sleep inside. *wonders* . hahah. laugh at some stupid scene. haha. my laughter n nana's could be heard. wahahah. aft movies,walk out of the hall and someone calls out, 'hey,haslinda!'. looked up and saw Shakeela and Tahir with two other person. they just finish watching movie too. a different one. so wave and they left while we visit the toilet. haha. the handryer got tv? dont care. we all followed my mum to withdraw money. suddenly there's this one american guy with curly n short moustache appear behind of me with three big firestarter. he's lyk introducing himself repeatedly by saying, ' I'm From America. Yeah I'm From America.' and hello, i know where you're from already. hahah. he light up the fire, juggled with it and started marching away. we continue walking and snap snap snap some photos, perasan tourists. hahaha. we continue walking till Far East Plaza and wait for my uncle to fetch us there. we thot of spending a few more hours there but my mum wanted to watch tv. which has already started hours ago. so just go gome. was stil hyper seyh. i did have a lot of energy yesterday tat i slept at 3.30 am.

today,
wake up late! almost two. haha, yeah im a pig. now watching soccer while blogging. my sister is lyk some retard scolding the tv. wahahahh joking only. lols. everyone in the house, which is only my dad, sister n me, is pissed with vietnam. they're not playing a fair game siot! they pushed the spore down but they're the one injured. go suck dick lah eyh. and the referee. npk sah msia punye. tu psl mcm pukimak. okay, im so voul. haha. ignore pls. lol. im done now.

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met my brother jsnw. he looks young. wahh. shit.. im praising him. hahah
but he really looks young. lyk a sixteen with his half-cut pants, tee n cap with red hair.
malek should noe how he looks lyk. coz we bumped into him. anyway, he's married with 4 kids. but still hot eh? u bet.

finally, i fit in my rockies p.e. shirt.. i just realise it this morning.. i guess ive grown 'big'.. umm, i dun mean fat okeh.. haha.

my thumb is hurt. somehow, its not my thumb. just somewhere where my thumb n index are joint.. yea,at the fleshy part on ur palm. must have pressed the octave key so hard. urgh. veins can be seen ; green n blue. haha. tats not important lol. but fish! its super scary. the veins are obvious. i edy freaked out by the first sight of it. it makes me wonder what those ppl hu cuts themselves feels. seriously, i dont lyk the view of it. it gives me those chills down the spine. i was edy so scared to hear abt them slashing themselves. wat if they accidentally cut their veins? ohkay.i better stop.

the classes are out! yipee. yeah, just as ive expected. im in 202. with charlotte n jing yi. with some other frens from 101. guess i deserved to be in tat class since i didnt do well for EOY exams. n yeah, syiqin. we're in the same class =)).

im missing my frens; my classmates , my laughing pills. i miss my pri sch bitches. i mean best frens. i miss laughing my ass off with them. those moments. laughing till i cried.

am i talking too much? i guess so. its been lyk this for quite some time. arent i tired? siao uh linda. so im ending here

byebye

wahh..tired
gt band..
feet hurts..
my leg feels heavy..
it seems lyk ages since i last hentak n marched..
wth
iz just a few weeks oni actually.
walao.
must buck up!

came early today..
dunoe y i so semangat..
was lyk half an hour early?
so i went to cheers to buy 1.5l water bottle..
told u i was soooo semangat jsnw..
then,saw my mum..
thot im gona approach her aft i bought the bottle but she left..
so i oso dun care..
just walk to sch..
alone.
still so early!
abt 8.20am
zzz
then walk at east coast primary area there..
saw the elderly yoga-ing..
chai chee ppl all semangat ehk?
well,i saw quite a few adults woke up early in the morning
stil in their nightgowns,having morning walks..
some were jogging while stretching...
wahh..
god knows..
then ard 8.50am then i walk slowly to school gate..
saw carmel..
thot she's the first 1 to reached..
but no..
there's some other semangat sect mate of us in there edy..
hahaha
practice the drill thing..
break for umpteen times..
sweating lyk siaoo..
practice till 1..
then whole sect go eat at the coffeeshop..
ryan join us..
MY NEW BESTFREN!!
wahh..
best..
so we walked to bbt...
bought coke...
for the first freaking tym i didnt finish it..
dunoe y..
so tat fatless pig help me finish it up..
we went to the playgrd..
sat at the excersice corner..
syuhada n section kacau je kite nk dating..
hahaha..
lols..
we thot of waiting for faizah n izzati..
so we
crapped..
talked..
gossiped..
n so on n so on...
wateva shit.
but theyre gona be late so we walk to the bus stop n take bus infront of Bedok ITE...
saw malek..
i tink it was lyk my fifth tym saw him today..
wahahaha
then take 1 round..
just to cut the story short which i tink im rather long-winded today,
ive reached home..
now blogging..


ending here
byebye

woah..
linda is back..
finally..

been bz..
my sister was engaged on the 13th Dec..
alotta pics..
lazy to post it..
whole day occasion babe...
super tiring..
means : TOMORROW RESTING DAY
so,on the 14th did nth..
rest at home..
slp lyk pig..
watch tv..
next day,on the 15th (yesterday)..
my mum gave us salary!
just $30...
so,went out with my sisters..
accompanied her to mit her wedding planner..
went bck home ard 11 plusplusplus..
not tired..
so stay awake for some tym..
laugh alot..
crap n snort.
haha
then tired..
so went to slp ard 1pluss..
today..
did nth oso..
super bored
well,i wanted to go out..
but..my parents are at home..
so i decided to stay at home
or they will nag n nag n nag tat ive been gg out often lately..
holiday wat!
u dunwana bring me out then i go out with my frens lahh..
pissed..
so now,im chatting with irfan! while blogging...
gawshh.
how i miss him...
he rmbr my bday..
altho kite dah lame tk bbl..
well,i guess he rmbred from frensta or smth..
main tipu..
haha
but hu cares..

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gona be telling wat happened yesterday..
me,amirul,nazhan,faizah,khairi,zuhairi,hissam n sonia went bowling at Ehub..
met amirul at inter..saw jane waiting for lucille..
then they left saw malik..
he accompanied us to wait for nazhan..
we were lyk inviting ryan sia,wah jing,sudiana n some others last min..
but they edy have their own plans so cnnt come..
nazhan came then malik left n we take 17 to Pasir Ris..
we're late actually..
faizah n khairi waited for us for 2 hrs edy..
wen we reached, zuhairi n hissam suddenly joined us..
then we play,play,play..
hissam didnt play..takot kene byr kot..ahaha
sonia came afterwards..
almost finishing our game,joel called n say elham,bryan n himself wana join..
then we just continue playing..
then suddenly, gt technical problem or some shyt just happened..
damn lahh..
was delayed for a few minutes..
then continue play again aft evrything was okay..
i was leading mann!
but amirul n zuhairi cursed me..
then the ball didnt hit the pins wen iz edy close enuf..
end up,nazhan was the winner..
either me or faizah was 2nd..
not sure, dun bother..
amirul was fourth n zuhairi kalah...
hahah
kesiann dr..
lol
then b4 joel n the rest culd cum,
me,zuhairi n hissam left..
i nid to be home early!
coz i didnt tell my dad tat i went out..
haha
we walked to Pasir Ris MRT station..
i was lyk, ' nk balik..nk balik..nk balik *sobsob*' wen we have to wait for the mrt to arrived..
super scared lahh..
seriously!
lyk omg..
i was cursing tat stupid technical problem tat happened lah!
if it didnt happened then myb i wont be worried sick just to reach home fast..
mrt came,rushed in,sit n emo..
sms-ed my sister to help me lie to my dad if he reached home b4 me..
heheheh..
hissam was playing the movie meet the spartans ..
n lyk showing me random actors/actresses on the movie lyk,
' nie bapak kau', 'nie kau' , nie anak kau' n stuffs..
pure moron..
crapped ard lahh..laughed until we reached at tanah merah wen sudd iz so packed..
1 aunty just squeezed at some space next to hissam...
hahaha
he let tat aunty sit then tat aunty was lyk, 'can, can..come lah.just sit'..
hahaha..
she tink her ass is so small lyk tat..lol
anyway,we're alighting at the next stop..
just pushed evry1 hus in our way..
still kancheong..
so i was lyk speedwalking..
went separate ways..
take bus home..
finally,HOME!
luckily, b4 my dad arrived..
*phew*


today, basically in simple words i did nothing..
nephew sleepover..
wake up late..
he woke me up..
haha
shower then have light breakfast
then i roll on bed
evntually i fell aslp again
for a moment or two..
woke up n saw my sister alone..
now blogging..

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im backk..
iz been a long tym...
there's band last two days..
had ROD..
great..tried my best for the emceeing thing..
managed to overcome my fear...
but i didnt concentrate at some parts which i go n rushed thru..
so paiseh...
aft the sec 1 performance,somehow i screwed up..
mic sudd not working..
im so scared..
seriously!..oh gawdd..
luckily,gt stdby mic on the podium..
was panting lyk siaooo...
carmel's mic didnt work too aft she performed..
so both of our mic didnt work aft tat..
jy neva cum!
rabak seyh..
aft the whole ROD, we have this photo taking session..
with messy hair!
coz not enuf gel on my hair..
n iz lose..
then aft band,i oni have my jumper with me..
i left evrything behind..
haha
well,hafika edy tell me she gona punish me nxt pract..
im soo prepared..haha
retard..
then go kfc n eat..
went home ard 8 or 9..
not sure..
saw my sis at inter..
waiting for bus oso..
so take bus with her..
wen we reached home,there's guests...
my uncle n family,my sis in law, my sis n son came..
the gathering is for my nephew..
celebrating his bdae in advance..
well,i didnt celebrate it with them..
too tired..
yesterday,there's guests oso..
today oso coz we celebrate hari raya..
no green packet lah ryan...
too bad cnnt treat u bbtea..
been a boring day..
nth much to say..
im seriously lazy..

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well,jy decided not to quit band..
finally..
see lah.. shes so blind to see me behind her,supporting.
tats wat frens are for ryte..
she suddenly lyk sms me, ' hey cutie ! for ur sake,i dun quit band ok.'
tanx jy..
ily kayy

raimov is bck..
iz been a long tym since we last met..
heard he gt high fever but suddenly,
he say he just return from korea..
he neva evn tell wen he leave!
very bad..
no souvenirs sumore..

had band today..
practice ROD all the way..
my lida smth wrong today..
not feeling well i guess..
i kip on mispronouncing 'appreciate'..
n some other word..
after band zuhairi, ryan, raimov n me wait for izzati at playground
while i teach raimov the dancestep for the performance..
i dunoe if he stil rmbrs..
then raining..
so we hide in the cave under the playgrd to try n avoid ourselves from being wet..
then we chg place, we go to bus stop instead..
then,those clever bunch say go inside sch n wait..
n i anyhow follow..
then wah jing saw..
then wah jing tell us to go out..
izzati take her bag then we left..
raimov n zuhairi went back home..
ryan accompany me go tamp but he go his aunt hse first n get chged b4 meeting me again..
i dunoe how long i spent wandering ard the mall alone lyk an idiot..
i go survey the whole mall first..
looking for fake flowers with wire as stem at evry shop..
except for toy r us..
coz i noe if i go in thr, itll take a long tym for me to go out again..
hehehh
so aft surveying then i found a flower but iz a massage stick..
n not the 1 tat i was looking for..
but still,iz flower..
so b4 buying,i decided to wait for ryan first and ask for opinion..
while waiting,i make my way to toy r us..
"i dunwana grow up, coz im a toy r us kid"
haha
tats wat the shop plays evry now n then..
i rmbr it perfectly well..
iz not lyk i wanted to or smth..but it just sound so adorable..
funny ryte.
lol.
so,lyk i say,i took me a long tym to go out again..
i go n try out evry lil thing which was meant for infants..
iz kinda fun to be a kid again...
i pressed wateva tat could be press n random melody would just cum out
from anywhr it shuld be cuming out from..
atiqah,izzati n sudiana sudd popped up behind me wen im enjoying being a kid..n a loner
lol..
tibe2 all lalaland disappear..
dunoe how..
shocked uh..
anyway,i dun evn noe how they noe tat im at toy r us..
amazing ehh...
then im lost again in lalaland..
except,i got frens now..
n in the midst of enjoying, ryan's turn to appear..
shocked again..
so we just lyk look ard for the last tym then go mini toons..
to buy tat flowers..
i took some tym just to make up my mind whether i shuld buy the flowers or feathers..
so,i guess flower is better..
n i tink iz the best..
worth the tym wasted..
i get the free 1..
a monkey massage stick..how cute..
hehh..
then gt free gift sumore..
small tiny pathetic cute keychain..
for a loser..
lol
then we go take lift coz escalator on the 2nd floor not working...
pemalas ehh..
go down to mac..
we lyk asking ppl if we culd exchg seats..
since thrs 5 of us n oni 2 of them..
so lil ppl but want take big table for wat..
selfish sia sporean nowadays..
luckily,thrs tis 2 girls, which we do not intend to disturb their seats
since they have oredy started eating, offer their seats to us..
so we lyk,,ohh tank u!!
how grateful..
then we eat..n laugh..
then izzati n atqah wana go bck but we held them bck n ask them to go open plaza..
promised to go home at 5..
then we play2..take pic..
suddenly some seniors cum..
how cum theyre down thr oso dunoe..
well,dun bother asking anyway..
coz i noe all tis ryan nye keje..
so iz 5pm edy, we left for toilet first then ryan join wen i thot he wanted
to stay with bob n nas all tat.
but no..
he follow us go mrt..
then he walk away with izzati..
me,sudiana n atiqah take mrt go bck bedok..
then take bus with atiqah..
then im alone again..
no body at home!

n i forgot smth tat i shuldnt today..
let me just type it now okeh since i remembered..

well,im at home..
pretty obvious..
did nth..
just wake up wen mummy say tat sum1 will be cuming to sent cleopatra chair..
wow..
tat thing shuld cum during hari raya mann..
then now aru nk hantar..
receive sms from ryan..bugging me alil bit actually..
bt iz okay..
so i get up,shower n rushed down shop to buy 'stuff"..
then on9..
suddenly,they cum..
disturb oni..
but they went back coz the chair cnt get thru the door..
lmao..
ridiculous..
i have bigger chair in my hse ryte now..
those hu cum for raya might noe how big they are..
but i dun care..
nth is on tv...
boring..
im craving for koko krunch!
i dunoe y..
out of a sudden..
i feel lyk munching on someth crunchy..
but nt potato chips which i am seriously sick of..
or evn nachos..
fattening..
so,i craved for cereals..
how wonderful..
first tym..

nth much to talk abt since iz just half way thru the day..

well,i guess im done..
ending here
byebye